the year of 2018. what did i do? what didn’t i do?

did well in my classes. smoked a lot of weed. dyed my hair pink. went to cuba with my mom on our first cruise. dyed my hair purple. ricky and i broke up only to hook up again in late december. saw odesza, modest mouse, seven lions, san holo, and petit biscuit. 

i want to take care of my debt in 2019. i want to go to the gym consistently and practice yoga. i want to cut out unnecessary carbs but still enjoy and not hate my body so much. attempt to meditate. definitely organize my life. make my daily tasks and chores structured and routine. really try to piece together my life and feel like an adult. 

i also want to keep a gratitude diary! 

podencos:

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You need a rest. You need empty moments in which you tolerate your anxiety and circling thoughts until they slow down and stop circling. You need slow, quiet activities that ground you and remind you to accept yourself in spite of huge obstacles and bad thoughts. You need to put solutions out of your mind for now, and engage in activities that have nothing to do with your ego. You need habits that strengthen your patience and focus, but also feel real and not arbitrary. You need to abandon your glorious future and build your imperfect present instead.

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